Disgusting Treats

pre baked:
I was on my favorite food website, allrecipes.com and I found some fun Halloween treat ideas to take to a party. I thought this one was 2nd best. The mice looked even grosser but the recipe for the fingers and toes was easier. Brandon said I shouldn't be offended if no one eats them because they look disgusting. They're just sugar cookies with some food coloring. I think I should have done the red gel and almonds after I baked them, I didn't realize the gel would melt like that. Maybe they'll look better next year because I think this might be the beginning of a great Halloween tradition. yum. Happy Halloween!

Costumes

I laughed to myself the whole time I was sewing our costumes today. Stay tuned...

Quirks Tag

1. I sleep with an eye mask at night. If I'm traveling, ear plugs too. I'm just a light sleeper and our room is too well lit from the parking lot light outside our window.

2. I draw obsessively. If I have a pen and paper in my hands, no matter what it is for, it will inevitably end up with more pictures on it than text.

3. I like listening to the same songs over and over again. If I like a song or a CD I'll play it on repeat. When I was a freshman I discovered this sometimes annoys people because I couldn't find my new CD for months until we cleaned out the kitchen and found it in the very far cupboard behind a large bag of potatoes.

4. I don't like milk. I was allergic to it as a kid and now I think it tastes disgusting. I like milk products though.

5. I think I've visited the Museum of Peoples and Cultures more times than anyone in the world. (that tiny museum by Brick Oven, and I'm really disappointed with the changes they've made, it's not nearly as fun as it used to be.)

6. I don't know how to type like you're suppose to. I have a method that has developed over the years using 8 fingers (mostly 6) and I think I'm decently fast.

I tag Lexi, Taylor, Melinda, & my sisters

Random & Beyond's Top Ten

It wasn't easy to choose a top 10. It sure was fun to laugh at things that have happened in the past few years, but it's hard to distinguish which blogs are entertaining to me for the memories they bring back, and which ones other people enjoyed the most. It's days like today that I am really glad that I blog because I was able to remember some fun things that I wouldn't have recorded otherwise. In no particular order:
1. #1448
2. Most Embarrassing Moment
3. Bad Lunch Ideas
4. Family Resemblance
5. Fill in a Caption
6. Office Excitement
7. Baby-sitting Highlights
8. Miller Smell
9. Bad Parents
10. Sweet Old Lady

Mobile

I found some wooden things at the craft store and decided they would make it really easy to make a mobile and add a little color to Calvin's room. We thought Calvin might like something to look at, and we're wishfully thinking that he might just hang out in his crib longer and we can sleep in now & then. (ha!) He did seem pretty excited about it and was smiling at it and swinging his arms for awhile, until he realized that we were leaving the room and we wanted him to take a nap.

Bakery

Sometimes when I take a walk I like having a destination, like Provo Bakery. Taking a walk to the bakery kind of defeats the purpose of taking a walk though. Maybe I should find a bakery in Springville to walk to.

Sleeping

Calvin was becoming a horrible napper and therefore not the funnest kid to be around. We decided we might need to implement the crying himself to sleep method to help him learn to sleep better on his own. We have also paid more attention to his schedule and when he needs to sleep. It started making a huge difference right away. He has been so much happier lately. It's great. So even though it is torture to let your cute baby cry, sometimes it is beneficial to everyone in the long run. He is still a very long way from sleeping through the night though. Someday.

Cake batter

Calvin made sure I got a good work out this morning by insisting on being held 75% of the time while I did step aerobics. What a thoughtful kid. When I went to shower afterwards there was a scarcity of soap. I looked around and found liquid hand soap and some body wash that smells like cake batter. I decided to go for the cake batter scent. It might be a little odd, but at least it's better than what I smelled like before.

Guardians

Yesterday I had quite the conversation with my younger sister Heather. She is currently taking a family finance class at BYU and they were talking about life insurance and wills. She asked me if we have either of these, which we don't (yet). She volunteered herself to be Cal's guardian if we wanted her to since she doesn't have any kids of her own and she might not in the future either. I told her that we would probably prefer someone that is married to raise Calvin if something happened to me & Brandon. She gave me this mean look and I told her to quit acting like she wanted me to die so she could take care of my baby.
Then she proceeded to call our other siblings and try to get their kids, even if they weren't married yet. The conversations were pretty entertaining, especially when our little brother got a hold of one of our sisters before Heather did so he could be the first to ask.
At one point in my converstation with Heather she said, "...so if something happens to you and Brandon.." I said "like you murdering us.." at the same time as she said "because I poisoned you..". Even though we had a lot of laughs about it, it really is something that we need to figure out. So if you're related to us and married, you might be hearing from us soon. And if you don't fall into that category, but you would still like to be Calvin's guardian in our will, let us know if you have a good argument and we may keep you in mind.

Where to live...

Brandon has started talking to companies that come recruiting at BYU and he has an aweome new suit for his interviews. (picture to be added later) It's pretty exciting to think about what could happen in the future, but really we're still so clueless. There are so many good and bad things about every place we consider. It's hard to know if a company sounds good that Brandon will actually enjoy working there. And companies aren't hiring as much as they have in the past - surprise surprise. Thanks economy. So we'll see what happens. In the meantime, let me know if you hear of any good construction companies Brandon could apply at. (especially if they're in Spokane, that's what I'm currently cheering for!)

Politics

I enjoy learning about politics and I wish I put more time into thoroughly understanding each issue, but I do what I can. I at least feel like I have a basic grasp of the major issues. Brandon and I watched the debate tonight, and it was interesting. Obama is such a good speaker and debater, sometimes McCain smiles and just looks awkward. It was getter easier and easier to agree with Obama by the way he presents things.
I was talking to my Dad about the debate and he loves politics. He thinks the debates are pointless because they can say whatever sounds good, but what matters is if you really think they can do what they claim they will when they become president. He said to look at their history and their core beliefs. Obama is incredibly liberal and even though he can make things sound good, I think I'm going to have to stick with McCain. There are a lot of things I don't like about him, but I think his core beliefs are closer to mine than Obamas.

Nail Clippers

Today I purchased our 3rd pair of baby finger nail clippers. I have no idea where the other two are. So whoever is stealing them, we'd appreciate it if you would let us keep these ones. They even came with nice little nail files.

Grated Cheese

I love buying cheese that is already grated. It is so convenient. The only problem is I never know when it goes bad. You can't see mold on it like a block. Usually I end up smelling it and it smells bad so I throw it away. The only problem is all cheese smells bad so I am probably wasting a lot of good cheese.

Halloweentime

I've seen many Halloween costumes this year as I shop for baby clothes, both in stores, and online. There are so many that are so cute and so funny. With babies though, they don't get candy or anything for getting dressed up in some silly outfit like the older kids. Really, the babies are getting dressed up so the parents can laugh at how funny (and cute) the kids look. Of course, we will be participating in the great event because Calvin has this awesome beaver outfit: complete with a tail:

I'm a Mormon, Yes I am!

On Saturday when I was at Seagull book there was an author sitting next to me, Janeen Brady. She was there to sign her new book called The Creation. Depending on your age, you may or may not recognize who she is at first. For anyone who grew up listening to that classic red cassette tape entitled "I"m a Mormon", she wrote that. As well as all those Standing Tall tapes, about Happiness and Gratitude and Captain Dependable. Anyone else have fond memories of singing to that stuff as a kid? It was like I was meeting a celebrity. She also did the Safety Kid stuff. My childhood would not have been the same without her.

Invincible

In case you were thinking of renting Iron Man and you see it at redbox, make sure it is just called Iron Man and not Invincible Iron Man, because it's not the same thing. But if you have a 5 year old in the house, it might be okay anyways.

Me being pro

I'm feeling really cool as an illustrator this week. Not only do I get to do the book signing stuff, but a cute little 12 year old is job shadowing me on Wednesday. I just know I'm going to bore her trying to tell her way too much about fun things like contracts and stretching paper.

Am I famous yet?

I feel like having a book signing means I am one step closer to being famous. I've got a ways to go, but I like the direction of things. I just got a call from Cedar Fort, who I have worked for on a few projects, and they want me to do a couple of book signings at Seagull Book. There are two on September 27th, first from 10-12 in Orem and then from 12:30-2:00 in American Fork. And another one on the 26th at the Women's Expo from 11-1. I'm trying to think if I need to do anything to prepare? Practice my signature? Read the book again? Get a haircut?

Bunny boy

Calvin tried out a new toy, and it seems to be a hit.

Foot method

Another way we like to see how much Calvin has grown is to compare him to Brandon's foot.

Football

This is Calvin expressing how he feels about BYU football this year. Go Cougs!

Congratulations to Brandon

Brandon took the LEED certification test this morning, which he has been studying for like crazy. And he passed!! It was an incredibly hard test, with tons of information. It means he will be able to work on LEED certified projects, which are green buildings. Since this is becoming more emphasized lately, and not a lot of people are certified, it will be helpful for him as he starts interviewing for jobs this fall. I am so proud of him and grateful for how hard he works.

2 Months

Calvin survived his 2 month check up. He had to get 4 shots. He cried a lot, I cried a little. Then we had to go to the hospital to get his jaundice checked again because it hasn't gone away completely. If babies are older than one month they can't prick their feet for blood anymore, so they drew blood from his arm! I had to hold his legs still. Again, more crying for both of us. Thankfully, the jaundice check turned out fine, so we don't have to worry.
Everyone that knows Calvin knows he is growing fast. He is now 25 inches and 14 lbs. 15 oz. which are both the 97th percentile - for anyone without kids, that means he is pretty big for his age. Brandon is hoping he will be over 7 feet tall and play in the NBA until he is 32. I said it would be such a hassle to buy clothes & things, so I think it would be great if he is 6'5 like Brandon, still play for the NBA for a little while, but then become a neurologist.

Fill in the blank

We had a fun visit from our friends and their son Jackson. As you can see Calvin is making quite the face in this picture. Since Calvin & Jackson can't talk yet we just have to wonder what is going through their minds in this photo. What do you think?

The Brain

I checked out 5 books from the library on the brain. They all looked interesting and I thought by getting 5 books I would read 2 or 3 of the more interesting ones before I had to return them. I renewed them once and then had to return them yesterday. (I tried renewing them again, but I guess that's not an option) I only read half of one. So now I think I'll just get one book at a time unless it's from the kids section.

I read a lot of fascinating stuff though. ie: about how drugs work, how cocaine used to be sold to cure lots of things, like a toothache; there is a drug that increases your memory, I think it was ecstasy, it had a lot of uses whichever it was, so I suggested it to Brandon before he takes his big test on Saturday; people used to perform lobotomies all the time, they thought a simple stab to the front part of the brain could fix all kinds of mental problems, including child misbehavior; the reason I'm grouchy when I don't get enough sleep is because sleep effects the serotonin which is the mood controlling section of the brain; different brain diseases and how they affect people. I think there are a lot of people with mild brain disorders, we think they're odd but really it's just a problem with one of their organs. Kind of like someone with a stomach problem or liver challenges, only it's the brain.

Last night when I was up in the middle of the night feeding Calvin there was a PBS show on about the brain that was interesting also. This guy talked about having a healthy brain because 50% of people have Alzheimer's by the time they are 85. He talked about exercising twice a week, learning new things all the time in genres unfamiliar to you, playing table tennis, and more, but I don't remember. It was like 3a.m. He mentioned that if it's in your genes you are more likely to get Alzheimer's, if you have had cancer treatments, if you have untreated sleep apnea, and probably some other things I forgot too. He said a way to test for it early on is to smell things like pineapple, lemons, natural gas and some other fruits. If you can't smell them it is a sign that you have Alzheimer's coming. Maybe it will be on again tomorrow night/morning so I can catch more of it. If only Calvin could figure out that talking thing, maybe he could fill in the gaps for me.

Santa Claus

I think this is Brandon's favorite outfit that Calvin has. (courtesy of his awesome cousin) He seemed pretty disappointed that Calvin wouldn't fit in it for Christmas, or even Halloween, so I surprised him at work today by sending him some Santa footage, even though it's August.

Bad Parents

We had a really fun family get together today. We always go out really prepared for crazy diaper explosions, 2 extra outfits, plastic bags for dirty diapers or messy clothes, lots of wipes, 10 or more diapers, burp cloths, etc. etc. However, today when we got to my cousin's place we had to change Cal after only being there for half an hour and we realized we had no diapers. Let me repeat: no diapers. What kind of lousy parents are we anyways? We could either go to the store or borrow one from my cousin whose daughter wears size 4 diapers. We decided to see how size 4 would work. We put it on as snug as we could, which meant there was quite a bit of excess diaper in the front. We couldn't stop laughing. Poor little Calvin just kept looking at us wondering what was so funny. Luckily we found some scissors, cut it down so the diaper didn't reach his chest anymore, and put some new clothes on him so you couldn't really tell. Let's hope we don't make that mistake again anytime soon.

Life drawing

Since I spend so much time drawing in my cartoonish style I don't ever get around to practicing drawing from life. Now that I have a new subject who does really well at holding still and is really cute, I think I might start practicing more.

Dairy Dan's

Our vacation was so fun. Here's a picture from a stop on the way from Seattle to Seaside. If you ever drive down I-5 going by Chehalis and you like ice cream then you should take a quick stop at Dairy Dan's. The picture says it all.

Vacation Time

We have a family reunion coming up at the Oregon coast. I am excited, of course, because we love seeing family and we love the ocean too. However, traveling with an infant makes me apprehensive. Everything is just a little more complicated, what we do is more limited, and a lot more equipment is required. I think I'll pack every outfit Calvin owns because they're so small and you never know how many outfits he will need any given day. I'm really paranoid about Calvin getting sand in his eyes at the beach, so when I was at the store I picked up some vacation supplies for him, a new jacket to keep warm if it's windy, and some stylin' shades that velcro around his head. Let me know if you have any other traveling tips. And to all the family - see you soon!

Our neighbor's car

Anyone who lives around us in Provo, just south of campus, may have seen this great looking car parked on 5th north. The funniest part about it is if you look inside the windows it is full of balls, you know, like the ones in the ball pit at Chuck E Cheese or McDonald's Playplace. When I first saw this I thought it was funny, and then thought it might be a little disturbing too. Someone could drive this car around and easily lure innocent children to come play in the ball pit, only to be taken away. Maybe it is just owned by a young family whose kids are really hard to take places and they needed some extra persuasion to get them into the car. There could be a lot of explanations for filling 80% of your car with colorful plastic balls, what do you think?

Something extra at aerobics

For a week now I've been regular at my old stake's aerobics. I'm excited about my record so far, it is so exhausting to get used to again. Today we had a teacher I've never had before and she was really fun. A little over half way through she said, now we are going to have belly dancing instructions. So today I learned how to belly dance, and it was pretty fun. I feel like I'm better prepared for the big Miller reunion next year.

First day at Church

Calvin went to church for the first time today and he did really well. Although, he was in his 3rd outfit when we left due to diaper explosions.

Mealtime

I don't know how he manages to make such a mess just drinking milk. I can just imagine what he'll look like when I start giving him baby food.

4 weeks old

Here's Calvin in the hospital in his little striped onesie. And below he's in the same onesie 4 weeks later. He's our growing boy.

Old Habits

I used to love having a daily run, it was such a great habit. However, many many months have gone by without running even a mile. So yesterday I was out for a nice early morning walk with Cal and decided I would give jogging a little try. I knew it would be challenging, but wow, even more than I thought. My lungs felt like they would burst after half a mile. So pathetic. As rough as it is trying to get a normal body back, it sure is great to have such a cute running companion. I feel bad for him though because you can tell he just wants to get a nice nap in, but right when he looks so comfortable we'll go over one of those messed up sidewalks that causes quite a bump for him. Maybe after awhile he'll get used to it and then he'll have incredible sleeping powers.

Family resemblance

A lot of people have commented on how much Calvin looks like Brandon. We looked through Brandon's baby pictures to see which pictures he looked the most like Calvin. See the similarities?
Calvin 2008:
Brandon 1982:
Calvin 2008:
Brandon & his sisters 1982:
Calvin 2008:
Brandon 2008:

Different

I'm sure there are lots of differences between taking care of other people's newborn babies and taking care of your own. The biggest difference I've noticed is that I always look at Calvin to make sure he's breathing. I don't think I ever did that when I would watch other people's babies. I just assumed they were always breathing. Now I'm a paranoid mom. It's different.

Bald Spot

When Calvin was born he had a tiny circular scab on the crown of his head, about the size of a ladybug. It turns out the skin grows from the outside in, towards the center. Who knew? The scab is where the skin didn't quite connect. There isn't any kind of damage from that happening, the scab already fell off. The doctor just said he won't ever get hair in that spot. So our little newborn is already going for the come-over look. I think he'll pull it off well.

Correction

On Wednesday Calvin went to his first doctor's visit. Things went really well. I thought for sure he would decide that was the perfect time to eat and scream his head off when we got there, but he was mellow, I was so glad. They weighed and measured him again and he gained back a few of the ounces he lost, and he also grew an inch and a half. He is 21 1/2 inches long. Okay, we don't really think he grew an inch and a half. They said the hospital just measures them so fast it's not always very accurate. We thought he looked longer than 20 in. He has already grown out of some of the newborn clothes and I put some socks on him where the heel only went to the middle of his foot. He must have his dad's feet.
The picture is of him in his bassinet. We placed him on his back in the sunshine to help with jaundice. He tried to get out of the sun and almost rolled over!

Pictures

I added some Calvin pictures to the picture blog (link is to the right) It's just a few, but you know there's a lot more where that came from.

Finally!

Our sweet little baby came on June 25th at 7:36pm. It was quite a day. He weighed 9 lbs 13 oz.! Yeah, huge. And he was 20 inches long. His name is Calvin John Miller and we love him!

oh yeah, and nobody passed out.

Safety First

Big-D was kind enough to send Brandon a package this weekend. Enclosed was a letter about the importance of safety and they included safety glasses, glasses strap (not shown), leather gloves, and the nice glowing vest. He has a hard hat at work, which would have looked good for the photoshoot too, maybe next time. At the end of the letter it stated that safety is important to keep in mind, even while working on things at home. Of course, I insisted that Brandon put everything on so I could take pictures. Now Brandon is prepared to safely hang pictures on the wall, keep our carpet in place & move furniture around. (those are the only household projects I can think of right now)

Da Vinci

As much fun as it is for Brandon and I to sit around the apartment staring at my belly, wondering if I'll have a contraction in any moment, we ventured out to Orem today. We had heard about the Da Vinci exhibit on display at the mall gallery and it was pretty cool. It's amazing that one guy could come up with so much by himself. I love how great Da Vinci was at science and art, his anatomical studies are so amazing. Mostly the exhibit was models that had been made of his inventions. So today we learned some things, and most importantly, killed some time waiting for junior.

Wikipedia

I noticed that on Wikipedia they have Rebecca Miller on there, only it's not me. It's some film lady. What I want to know is, how do I know when I am famous enough that I can edit Wikipedia and write down my bio info in replacement of hers? Do you think she'd be upset? I also noticed on google there is another Rebecca Miller who is even an illustrator. I feel like I have name competition. I need to hurry and become famous before she does.

9 months

After running some errands today I made some observations. As did the people around me. I don't feel like I'm much bigger than I was last week, but for some reason I felt like everyone noticed me today. Some of the looks I got were "are you suppose to walk around with a belly like that?" and "what if that girl goes into labor right here in the middle of the store?"
What I decided today is that anyone 9 months pregnant should be given a disability parking pass, just to have the option, and free cuts to the front of any line more than 10 minutes long.

Absolute deadline

Even though our little baby may be nervous about ll this coming out into the world stuff, kind of like his mom is, 2 weeks from today there is no way around it. We will have a baby! Our doctor let us know that after the baby is a week late they'll induce me to make sure unnecessary complications don't come up. Being induced doesn't sound like the ideal way to go, kind of intense. So even though I have zero signs of labor so far, hopefully that will change before the 2 week deadline.
I love watching my massive belly when he is moving around and I was thinking how nice it would be for the pregnant belly to not only expand really huge, but what if it turned into transparent skin too? Then you could see how he's doing and what he looks like. It might be kind of gross, but also really fun.

Summer Band

Apparently our neighbor has a band that likes to play in their backyard so everyone can enjoy their music. At first I thought it was nice, something unique to listen to instead of the radio. Lately when they've been practicing they decided against lyrics though and they just yell various things like they're pretend singing - euh uh. EUUUh ah ooh. Do you get the idea? Brandon does a great impression of the female vocalist if you want to get a better idea what they sound like.

Scera Shell Outdoor Theater

Friday night Brandon and I went to see The King and I in Orem. We had never heard of this outdoor theater before, but we saw some pictures and things in their brochure. It was really fun, a little windy so we bundled up in blankets to keep warm. The funniest part for me was trying to figure out where to sit before we got there. They have different sections and different prices for each section. I just knew I wanted to be in a section with chairs because I would get way to uncomfortable trying to watch a whole play sitting on a blanket with a big belly and aching back.
When we got to the ticket counter we decided to sit in section B, the further away, cheaper, but still chair seats. I asked the ticket kid if we could still see from those seats. He nodded and confirmed that we would be fine. Then we walked over the big grassy hill to see the theater and everything was a lot smaller than we had pictured it. They had some chairs for the "floor" seats, maybe a couple rows, a few rows of chairs for section A, and then 2 rows for section B. So yeah, we could see just fine being 8 rows from the stage and on hill. Brandon mentioned how funny it must have been to the ticket kid that I asked if we would be able to see okay from section B. I couldn't stop laughing. I don't know if I can adequately describe how funny this was to us, so it's okay if you don't get it. But if you're looking for a nice summer activity, it is a pretty cool place to check out.

Educated Voting

To assist you in determining who is more likely to pass out in the delivery room here is some background information to assist you:

When Brandon had to go with me to the ER for breaking a window and getting 10 stitches in my slashed wrist, he almost passed out while I was getting checked in and prepped. He was white as a ghost and had to go outside and lay down on the sidewalk.

I've passed out from pain before. I was running around getting ready for work one morning a few years ago and I smashed my elbow against my bedroom door. As I was walking down the hallway my elbow was throbbing and I started getting light headed. I reached my hand out to balance myself against the wall and the next thing I knew my face hurt really bad and I thought I had run into the wall. I opened my eyes and realized I had passed out and smashed my face on the floor. It was a painful morning.

Pointless shopping

I've wanted to purchase some new sandals recently but every time I try some on they are too tight or narrow. I keep forgetting that I have swollen feet. What's the point? So it's black flip flops every day, rain or shine.

New callings

We've been in our ward for a few months now and half the people just moved out, so Brandon and I both have new callings. Since we are in a BYU ward sometimes you get unexpected callings. Brandon is one of 3 assistant ward clerks. Or maybe it's assistant to the ward clerk, I'm not sure. He's the statistical guy. That's right, he's the one who walks up and down the aisles counting people. His goal is to make it through the first week without laughing.